Today I am officially pissed off. There are lots of things going on right now and I’m tired and pissed off… Have I already said I’m pissed off? Oh I’m sooooooooo pissed off… I won’t go into details, because there’s no need. I am pissed off because I am frustrated. Frustrated because some things just don’t go right. Lots of things. Who said being frustrated is a bad thing? People throw “frustrated” around like “she’s frustrated” = she’s lame and acts like a mad person. I am not lame, nor do I act like a mad person. I believe frustration brings evolution. However that is not to say that evolution is a good thing. Because sometimes it just isn’t.
Anyhew, getting back to the point… I don’t think the nice project went on too good, but that’s mostly because I’m usually a nice person. So here are my latest news on it:
1. I am always nice to everybody. I somehow believed I wasn’t, but I really am. I am kind, nice, polite, and all that. I never cynical to, nor attack people who are nice. Not even (to) people who are neutral, or slightly cold. I only attack people who step on my toes, and mostly people who do that on purpose. And not even them sometimes. I prefer to leave than start a fight. But when you can’t leave… That’s where all hell goes loose.
2. The real problem is being nice to people who step on your toes. So that’s what I’m gonna try tomorrow and the day after, for a two day only project, although I’m pissed off and seriously don’t know if it’s going to work. I seriously don’t.
And, yup… I believe that’s about it. I will probably post another text tonight, on something else.
