Liz Madsen's Real Deal

From Naicu, to answer these questions:

I AM…  one of the most beautiful and ugliest beings, at the same time.

I WOULD WANT… to be able to bring them back, to have left when I should’ve, to have moved forward when I should’ve, to have a bright future, to love, to meet dr. Cox and Michael Madsen, to have a healthy lifestyle, to live where I desire to live, it all to be good.

I HOLD… a memory of some bitter-sweet moments, Sir’s memory, the original goodness, a lost night’s dream, a dream of a bright future and many, many stupid things.

I WOULD’VE WANTED TO… move on when I could have.

I DON’T LIKE… having to deal with hypocrites or people who don’t speak a common language, doing what I don’t wanna do,  myself sometimes.

I’M AFRAID… of death.

I HEAR… “children laughing, people passing, meeting smile after smile, and on every street corner you hear… Silver bells…” And I don’t recognize anything anymore.

I DON’T BELIEVE… The owls are what they seem to be.

I’M SORRY… I haven’t done more for him, I wasn’t an eagle when I had to be and sorry I’ve changed in a way I might never understand.

I LIKE… Sunny mornings, spring, autumn, lots of “things” at Starbucks, London’s streets, hugs, kisses, Christmas aromas, big snow flakes, images only I see, Honda, fast cars, Westlife lookalikes, brainiacs, culture, pool, Beyonce, Elvis, Keanu Reeves, Dr. Cox, Michael Madsen and moments when everything goes well.

I AM NOT… what I would’ve wanted to be till now, but I know I can still become that (like Stephen Hendry would put it). What I have been, but I’m working on it.

I DANCE… when I feel well, when I’m going cuckoo, when the opportunity presents itself.

I SING… When I obsess on a song, when I like a song, and sometimes in the shower. LOL

NEVER… will I give up on the things I believe in, whomever and whatever would like that, and never will I turn my back, without hurting, to someone who asks for my help.

I RARELY… recognize the girl I am today, I hope it’s not too late.

I CRY… when I look inside of me.

I’M NOT ALWAYS… Sure I can make what I want to make…

I DON’T LIKE MYSELF BECAUSE… I’m wrong in so many ways and from some points of view I am weak.

I’M CONFUSED… Lots of times, cause I’ve got problems with my decision making ability.

I NEED… Myself. Want me back.

I SHOULD… Forget everything and leave, but I (can’t) don’t want to. Not yet.

And that is it… The bla bla Naicu wanted me to answer.

Pass on to anybody who wants to answer.

Posted by Liz Madsen on February 5, 2009 at 3:17 pm
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