I know your true nature, and although you may feel like you don’t know yourself, well does anyone really know themselves on an individual level, or do we only know the idea of ourselves that is given to us. I know can comfortably say that this body is only the product of habits and concepts that its picked up.

I encourage you to (when you feel better or maybe not even, but while you experience it) to write about love and hate. But also, there was an indian guru who described love/hate as more like/hate. Because if it were True Nature which outwardly appears as unconditional love shows no suffering. So there is a mix up between the body and what love is, and that love does no cause suffering ever. Anything else that causes suffering most likely is attachment or a finite state, because love transcends such finite states.

Love is your Nature, you need not worry, for all will work out. (also sorry i haven’t gotten to your blog lately, i’ve been busy and tired, school wise… I haven’t had the energy to do much on the net haha)