Have you noticed how perception changes everything? I can’t possibly stress this enough. Everything passes. Two weeks or so ago I had a very awkward state of mind and even the rain managed to totally bug me. Today I caught a good state of mind, although the day wasn’t great, and the rain seemed lovely. Same rain. Different perception. Everything passes.
I sometimes have moments when I realize that THIS IS IT. Do you ever have them? You probably do. It usually happens to me in the bathtub, where again I get most of my quacky ideas. When I just gather some water in the palm of my hand and let it pour out of it. That is IT. That is the moment I’m living then. There’s no other moment, everything else is illusion. Everything else is subject to change, right that very moment… Except for the water pouring from my palm. Except for the candle light. Only something drastic could change those right that moment. They are real and they are there. And that is the second that you’re living.
Your mind wanders off to nowhere land, your brain asks silly questions, your body wonders if it could feel any better or worse, but that is what a MOMENT is.
It’s so clear that it could be caught in a painting or a picture. A MOMENT in time.
And when I get to Warwick Avenue… Sigh… Meet me by the entrance of the tube… When I get to Warwick Avenue, we’ll spend an hour but no more than two. Our only chance to speak once more…
Today thoughts of warmness surrounded me yet again. And it’s gorgeous when you manage to catch that particular state of mind when nothing affects the beauty of a thing. It’s just there. And beautiful. It just is. On its own. And here’s that image again… 
